She has to die (July 2007 - August 2007)

She has to die

Wash
my soiled memory in its muddy stream
with your tongue's tip lick me clean
and remove every single trace
of what has been
of what binds me
of what comes to pass
alas!


Stalk
hunt her down for within me she fights
and when you have her in your sights
do not heed her pleas and cries
you know
that she has to die
this is her second demise
and so kill her again


Weep
i've done that before, all in vain
more sobs just wet the pillows again
despite my tries
i have a dried up heart
and swollen eyes


so Burn
burn when you sink into my bed of ice
it melts when you hug me like a vice
there's no more sorrow
no more gravity
if i have your body
like a flow of lava washing over me

my soiled memory in its muddy stream
Wash.



***this is a song from a subtitled foreign film. only the title is my own.
thank the gods for Youtube!